Someone mailed it - anonymously - to me in the slammer. I recall that it was an award winner for the fourteenth year of that particular award, but not which award that was.
It is written in the first person, with the protagonist reporting that he's just about to be discharged after five years in a mental hospital. I _think_ he was a physicist.
In other news, as I write this I'm blasting Beth Hart's and Joe Bonamassa's "I'll Take Care Of You" turned all the way up to 11: Mutually Assured Destruction.
Good Times.
(Score: 3, Funny) by khallow on Thursday December 20 2018, @10:52PM
(Score: 0) by Anonymous Coward on Friday December 21 2018, @03:02AM
Here is a list [goodreads.com] of first person sci fi novels.