I told my doctor that the imipramine that I've been taking for depression is not working as well as I expected it to. I told him I was bored all the time, that I knew plenty of things that would relieve the boredom but that I didn't want to do any of them.
He told me to discontinue the imipramine and put me on Latuda. This is a new medication that is said to work especially well for Manic-Depressives.
I've been taking the Latuda for a few days, but I know very well that all antidepressants require a long time to take effect.
However the other night I did some drawing. I'm quite good when I'm in practice but have not been in practice. I could see that I drew better than the last few times I tried.
More importanly I found myself absorbed into the work. Not bored at all not noticing the passage of time, it was a good experience.
The 'editor in chief and publisher' of the MIT Technology Review Jason Pontin took to twitter today. He was replying to WikiLeaks posting a picture of Eric Schmidt wearing a "Clinton Campaign Staff Badge". I with agree with Jason, that image is pretty meaningless by itself. Schmidt private citizen and can support a candidate if he wants to.
However, Jason goes on to say, after being shown differences between suggested searches on DuckDuckGo and Google; "Well, I doubt it... but oooh, no autocorrect: that will swing an election."
Where he goes off the deep end and is either lying or being completely ignorant is when he says "You have no evidence, except your own paranoia, that Google manipulates search results." ... This is from the Editor-in-Chief of the MIT Technology Review.
Here is the leading paragraph from an engadget article written in 2015:
A few years ago, the FTC decided not to pursue an antitrust lawsuit against Google despite finding that its search algorithm really was biased. Now, we finally know the details of that lengthy investigation, thanks to a report written by FTC staffers that recently surfaced due to an open-records request. According to the 160-page report, the employees found evidence that Mountain View was demoting its competitors and placing its own services on top of search results lists, even if they weren't as helpful.
I'm sure most of us have seen the effects of localization and other 'personalization' on search results and suggestions when using Google outside your normal state/country.
This sets an extremely low standard for what the MIT Technology Review publishes from where i'm sitting.
Megyn Kelly interviewed Carl Higbie of the Great America Political Action Committee, who spoke of a registry of Muslim travellers who "are not protected under our Constitution." Kelly raised the concern that "some aggressive law enforcement actor in the future might abuse that list." Such a registry is not mentioned on Trump's immigration policy page (Tor-friendly link). A Dutch registry for Jews was discussed recently on SoylentNews.
links:
You gotta love Japanese television for their originality:
have you ever wondered what you could do with a tire and an olympic ski jump?
Check it out! :)
Maybe a list for submitters of sites used to collect stories
I use (and ever expanding):
BBC
theverge.com
neweurope.eu (different perspective)
politico.com
washingtonpost.com (has an article limit per month)
reddit
cbc (canadian news plus a sort of unbiased news site)
Aljazeera
Can't think anymore. Vodka.
Maybe should set up a news source area? To help get submissions?
My mealworm farm has produced it's first babies: little mealworms about less than a baby finger width in length (no i am not about to try to measure them.
Hopefully i will get a good 'crop' and the cycle will go on with an increased 'harvest' of beetles (i already have more than my turtle can eat).
It's kind of cool: if you get close to the beetle 'farm' (a plastic bin filled with oatmeal and a water source (something like a pickle jar cap with carrot/celery/potato slices in it)) you can hear something like the rice crispies 'snap crackle pop' sound.
It's like a constant clicking sound. Fascinating, Captain.
I've heard you shouldn't eat the mealworms you buy from the pet store, but the next generation should be fine: whatever... it will be this batch or the next that i will be sampling.
Kind of doubting my wife and daughter will try them, but maybe my son-in-law?
Or they will all try it if i feel the need to be mean and MAKE them try it, lol.
THIS is the kind of thing I find interesting:
For an interesting wikipedia article on the history of computers/hardware, the link below will lead you to as many links as you may want to follow.
I remember my dad talking about punching cards to Program the huge computer at Queens university. In high school, I was filling in the cards with a pencil.
My young (at the time) brother-in-law won a vic-20 and was typing his commands.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_computing_hardware
My first personal computer was an Acorn Atom... I could only dream of the 64k that Bill Gates said was enough for anyone. I could never get the cassette tape to record my carefully typed and debugged programs.
I have Bipolar-Type Schizoaffective Disorder. That's much like being manic-depressive and schizophrenic at the same time. For a little less than a year I've been beset with depression.
I asked my witch doctor to prescribe imipramine, which has worked well for my depression before, but it is not working as well as I hoped. While I don't feel sadness or despair, I am bored all the time yet cannot bring myself to do anything to relieve the boredom.
There are plenty of things I could do, I am well aware of them but I cannot get motivated to actually do any of them.
I was working on my own software product. It's "mostly done" with lots of little things left to do. I cannot bring myself to work on it.
But manic-depressives have a cycle. Bipolar mania is like being high on laughing gas. It doesn't make sense to me just now that I could ever be like that, yet I know from experince that I have been.
I take Trileptal to prevent the mania. It's worked so far but I've only taken it a little over a year. It doesn't really work to take it just when the mania is coming on, because the early incidence of mania is quite subtle.
I'm going to ask my doctor to change my antidepressant, either to increase the dose or give me a different one. There have been plenty of times that I've been far worse than this, yet antidepressants got me back to normal.
If the new medicine works I am confident I can finish my product.
So, I've been sitting here watching the Spam moderations page and the mod-bombs page post-election thinking someone's gonna get butthurt and abuse moderation. It has yet to happen. Kudos to everyone for managing to restrain themselves. You guys make me fucking proud, so I'll leave you with this little bit of humor on an otherwise tense day:
Britain: Brexit is the most shocking thing a country will do this year.
America: Hold my beer...